H&M

I need to shop

just stuff

I hate it when I'm asked of what I want because you know very well what I want
I'm only saying what you want to hear and what I should be saying
You know so well where I want to be and what I would choose
but you you still ask
giving me a slap on the face
I hate it when you ask...

jerks, all guys are jerks

poor "mommy", something happened out of the blues
totally random yet so funny
^O^

I realized how easy it is to say one thing but to do another
I felt that I was sure
like OK I will do this, I can wait
and then I am faced to write down the name, check the decline/withdrawal box
and then I'm not so sure anymore

I hope with the slightest chance that I will somehow win the lottery within a week and a half
I procrastinate hoping that maybe I will get a miracle, I just don't want to regret checking the box and then finding out something else
Progress though, I wrote down UCR and checked the withdrawal box for BC...
it doesn't feel great though, even if I wasn't really going to go
It feels like I am just one step farther from my dream, one step farther and farther
and soon I won't even be there anymore
wait 7 more days, all will be over right?
reality hits, dreams crushed, miracles....not happening, right?

senior-------------itis

Grrrrrrrr..... >.<
I don't want to do homework anymore
I don't want to take AP tests anymore
I don't want to go to school anymore
I want to graduate and go on vacation, NOW!!


yah! STAR testing next week which means I get to sleep in!! oh and Happy early Birthday Steph!! (if you read this) wow!! old grandma now huh? 18!! go buy yourself a pack of cigs and a lottery ticket! jkjk love ya lots<3

LA to LA

So Friday at 5 PM, I arrive at the LAX. Check-in went fine. Through the metal detector, fine. To the waiting section, fine. Ready to board, not fine. Turns out we didn't have seats.FML and so the plane left without us. -____-
Then the Delta person tried to find us a ride to leave that night and 3 hours passed and NOTHING!! But it turned out to be ok because the compensated us with cash, hotel, and meal vouchers and nonstop trips. So we were on the plane for the next morning at 7:15. So we went to Westin Hotel next to LAX which was pretty nice. They have a nice fitness room with a steam room!!:D

The next morning I woke up at 5AM to get ont he shuttle to LAX and when we got there we bought a whole bunch of food with the meal vouchers so we don't waste the money.haha And then we went to the waiting area and found out the plane was delayed until 8:55AM -_____-
We waited until then and then went on the plane. Well, guess what, Bob visited the day before and so I ate some tylenol before I went on the plane. On the plane, I watched 3 episodes of House, hahaha, and then some of Yes, Man. Finally abotu 40minutes before we were to land, I got Super Cramps. Turbulence was horrible. So I got sick. FML

Got to Newark finally. Still felt kind of sick and fatigued. Went on the car and fell asleep, when I woke up we were next to Hudson River looking at New York. My beautiful New York City. Then we went to a Japanese market. Mitsuwa? Inside was so pretty!!<3 yup that was all basically. So far the trip would be terrible except that now I'm here, I could care less what happened.

lost children

When a little girl is lost in a super market, she runs up to the service counter and asks the nice lady where her mom is.
The nice lady answers sweetly,"I don't know. Where did you last see her?"
The little girl shrugs, tears ready to drop.
The nice lady proceed to announce into the P.A. system of a lost girl waiting for her family at the service counter.
The mom comes running, with a mixed expression of worry and relief, takes the girl in a bear hug and tells her "Mommy's here."
In the end, the mom gets her groceries, the daughter gets her lollipop and they both have each other.























But what happens when there is no nice lady, no P.A system, and no lollipop?