some stuff to say to you

If I were to say things were great absolute wonderful
you would believe me

Lies are inevitable
it's to make yourself and others feel better
white lies, black lies, small lies, big lies, dark lies, bright lies
Lies
what if lies were lies themselves..
the world is all a lie, you believe what you believe
you see what you want to see
you hear what you want to hear
you don't tolerate others because you are all that matters

what about those who are selfless?
you always hear about those who die die early
they are what we call angels, only appearing for a short time
so for those living for over 100 years, what are they
they must not be angels then, since angels only come for a short time
angels are blessings so are we not?

so you realize too late
and want to change but it's too late to go back
and to when do you go back?
to when you made that one mistake or the other or the other or....
maybe back to a fetus maybe back to only 1 day old
but even then it might be too late
so you live for this long and to find that you're not an angel
so what are you?
an invisible man, i think
like what thoreau said.
something about being an eyeball and what not
you say wait, i'm not invisible, this is nothing
it will get better
but time passes and you still wait, you wait
the more you wait the more you realize the mistakes you make
the more you notice the bad in life
and when you finally realize you are invisible, like I said, it's too late
but you will always have that small hope in you
hoping that someone will be your angel
your hero
your superman
or simply just your's
because you know what?
the world is just cruel period