The day after

i think it hit me ten minutes after i found out
and today i still checked but what i saw was what i saw.
reality check. i should have worked harder and not slacked off too much
i think this kind of predicts where i will be
but i hope miracles occur
i dont care, i just want to go to college.

yesterday was fun fun fun except that
especially the early morning girl talks
and then waking up, eating brunch, huddling under blankets watching a sad movie
now i am back home
and my house smells funny, not good funny
grrrr..

tomorrow school!!no~~~~
come spring break !!!vacation?relax??
I want to just get applications over with.aish stupid UCs giving them so slow and making people so angry and anxious..grrrr..>.<

the point it I am tired..haha